I told them on the month of May 3rd by 3pm and they said for that reason I will not stay in their house 🏡 for one more day — that's how they packaged me to the airport immediately that same 3rd in month of May back to Nigeria.
I came back to Nigeria with nothing. But I thank God for my life — Am in Nigeria now with shame.
The way I came back, I can't even go to my village or visit my family .
I Left Oman on 3rd of May 2019 and I arrived Lagos on 4th May.
Then I left Lagos to Cross River on 7th, I slept in the park for 3days in Lagos thinking on how to start with my life.
Friends told me I would had obey as they told me in Oman — I should have embraced Islamic religion and stop praying. But I almost regret but I keep reading books and messages from "Eternityrace WhatsApp Group" .....honestly it helped me a lot Sir.
I have learnt a lot from the Group.... God is really speaking through this Group — Though am not all perfect but may his name forever be praised. I never knew He loved me this much
Am with a friend in another state in Nigeria now looking for a job. I just want to start up again — I have been summiting CV for sales girl or any job I see.
Am not really finding it easy for now but I pray God help me — I have about 4 dresses for Church activities while someone promised to get some for me — The people am living with gives me food very well and I'm so happy I was able to defend my faith and I know God will see me through.
*🚦HOW TO HAVE PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD:*
....having Personal relationship with God isn't when you begin to carry Big elaborate Bible 📖 around the streets and neighborhood!
....having personal relationship with God is not when you begin to jump in & out of public vehicles like frog for evangelism!
.....having personal relationship with God is not when you begin to disturbed your neighborhood with heavy noise and screaming like a mad man because of Prayer.
....having personal relationship with God is not when you begin to sleep inside the church ......I mean, none missing single church activities without positive change in your heart!
To have personal relationship with God is rooted in personal conviction of the Holy Ghost.... It's a gradual process.. It's not something you suddenly attained and am gonna break down this steps for further understanding because majority.. I mean, multitude has lost their ways due to ignorant.
*🗯️ The Steps In Establishing Personal Relationship With God:*
*1⃣ ERADICATE FEAR & EMBRACE FAITH:*
"2nd Tim 1:7 For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind"
The Holy Ghost commanded the church to "FEAR NOT" — Fear is mentioned in the Bible over 600 times. It's not a small subject in the word of God.
Anytime you see in the Bible "fear not, for I'm with you and I won't leave you " means, that someone is watching over you and because of his love toward you, he wont leave you.
I'm not talking about not having the feeling of fear.. But not allowing it to STOP YOU!
The more you stared at your problems and rehearsed over them, the bigger it gonna be!
Anytime you go through something difficult... It makes you stronger and stronger in faith.
You have to understand that fear is a demonic spirit and isn't from God.
It's the enemy favourite tool in his tool box with main purpose, to keep us from making progress and going forward
Fear will always try to drag you back to your past or where you came from instead of going forward and becoming all what God wants you to become.
So, you must embrace the attitude "I WILL NOT FEAR "
....Fear prevent further progress "
I don't know if fear has hindered you from doing what you are supposed to do... Please I begged you, "Not To Give Up But To Press Through And Be All What God Wants You To Be — Do all what He Want You To Do, .....So You Can Have All What He Wants You To Have"