But all in all... God is great for delivering me from that.

It has been a secret I would die with, but because of the Lord I am testifying this openly today.

She continues. ...✍

.....Masturbation was a real bondage. I have fingered myself, used objects and dildos within that period of bondage.

But I am free now. Maybe that's the reason why ladies were attracted to me (spirit of lesbianism) and I always asked myself what they were seeing In me. But now I have the answer.

About the use of cosmetics and fashion...I thank God I have never been a fun of make ups, earrings

I stopped hair attachment, relaxing and trousers.

The Bible these days is my best book....Be blessed bro Paul.

— From Sis Pauline From Kenya.

*🗣 MY PERSONAL TESTIMONY*

My name is Evangelist Paulinus and I'm a living testimony of wonder working of the Lord ..... and for the raw manifestation of his power for breaking 10 years clutches of masturbation and pornography in my life.

At the age of 13 years, I have already gotten exposed to pornography and at 18 years I got entangled with the dreaded spiritual virus ever known to mortal man called Masturbation.

I called it *SELF TYRANT* because it easy to falls into but getting out is like swimming across the red sea.

I was brought up in strong heritage Christian family with spiritual fervent mother and the fear of having a girlfriend as a teenager was like kissing Medusa.

The fear was huge even while helping most of my colleagues to write and compose beautiful romantic affirmations words for their girlfriends or while trying to woo unfortunate ladies

This fear eventually left me as a virgin but secretly leaping with clutches of masturbation which eventually lasted for 10 years.

The testimony of my spiritual advancement is what only God can do......

I'm so happy that... After several years of misfortune adventure in wilderness of masturbation and pornography... Today I'm totally free and liberated

....I remembered those years how my childhood friends use to called me *Professor of Porn videos* because I was indeed... *A professor in that aspect*

Please be strong in faith... Even if you falls back today into clutches of masturbation and pornography..

Please don't get mad of yourself because I have lost counts how many times I fell 😢

— Yet, I didn't give up...

*— Yet, I didn't quit.*

— Yet, I didn't Surrender to the devil.

*— Yet, I didn't throw in the towel.*

In all these.. I always struggled, keep on crawling, leaping, walking and eventually running.

At this moment, I can't say I have conquered because the devil had not given up on me..

— At this moment... I can still fall back into pornography masturbation because I have every FREEWILL to embark on such foolish Journey.....because I'm still in the flesh.

However, I'm always focused and sighting at Calvary ..Always praying consistently and watchful until death and I know... Very soon, all shall end and heaven shall announce my welcoming.

So please never you give up and when you fall.. Please don't remained at that spot...

*— Get up...*

— Wipe away your tears😢

*— Dust your buttock.*

— look up to heaven and say... *"One day I will break this clutches by God's grace*"

— Then take a step of Faith and keep on improving yourself spiritually.

*— After 2-3 years of self control.. Please don't tempt yourself believing you can watch pornography without falling or visiting your boyfriend or girlfriend or mingling with old world friends..because you will definitely fall*

— After 5-10 years, Please don't think you have totally overcomes.. But rather keep working out your salvation with fear and trembling because none is above backslidden.

I DROP MY PEN..... ✍️

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