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4 years ago today you weren’t yourself, you were really lethargic all day. I knew you really didn’t feel well because even when you were sick you usually would still be smiling and happy but I remember you really seamed out of it. Madeline just had gotten a new bed and we were sitting on it and I was reading you a book and I was about 30 seconds into it I turned around and you were passed out. You never fell asleep anywhere besides your crib or in your car seat when we are driving. I remember telling mommy and sending her this picture because you fell asleep so fast on Madi’s bed and it was not like you. I tried to wake you up after telling Mommy on the phone and you weren’t moving. I remember my heart dropped trying to shake you and wake you up finally you opened your eyes and looked at me. It really scared me. We were going to take you to the doctor in the morning but you woke up and seemed much better the next day smiling and playing again. Looking back you had the fevers on and off the rash from the shot right away, the crying at night, you puked one night in your bed and pediatrician would always say the fevers are normal. It’s not normal you were having a reaction to the shot. They tell you to take Tylenol but by doing that it actually depletes you glutathione which is needed to flush out all the toxins and garbage. So by giving you Tylenol we were actually making you weaker. 4 days later you went to bed and never woke up. After you passed we started looking back at all your records and pictures afterwards. You were always sick right after getting shots and we never put it all together. We trusted our pediatrician and she failed us. All about money. Makes me sick. I’ll never stop fighting for you Nicholas. You should be here i miss spending time with you. Hurts so much looking at these. Daddy loves you more than you will ever know Nicholas. Goodnight 💔✈️💙